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Aloy ([personal profile] despitethenora) wrote2023-01-29 09:48 pm
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[Out of habit, her greeting starts with a sigh. Hey, for a long time the only person who called her was Sylens, and it really set a tone for phone conversations. Be glad it's just a sigh.]

What do you need?
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Re: DAY 106

[personal profile] tryse 2023-07-18 04:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I'd been wondering if it'd be better to ask Claudine. There's my answer.

[She tries to keep her tone level and even, even for that, but she's still too angry for perfect control.]

He laid hands on her. Humiliated her. A week later. He let me think it was a verbal disagreement. Just an argument over Hunter.

And then I see this.

I've worked so hard to find ways to get Aloy to feel comfortable around them. Spent hours in bed, thinking of how best to approach her, convince her it's safe to ask for things. Treating this as just an argument.

If I'd known, I could have...

I can see why she didn't tell me. She'd hate to seem weak, wouldn't she? She's Aloy, she gets things done. She stands alone when no one else can.
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Re: DAY 106

[personal profile] tryse 2023-07-18 11:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's a little bit of a flush to her ears, but it doesn't do much to dispel the anger she's trying not to let leak now.]

I'd hoped they could be friends. She needs those, so badly.

But friends don't treat each other like that. That's the way someone treats another they view as inferior. That they want to show that they have power over. And that's totally unacceptable to me.

He wouldn't treat Hunter that way. Not Eve. Not Korone. He'd probably try to break anyone he saw treat them like that. So why is it okay to treat Aloy this way? The fact that he didn't tell me about it-

[She paces a little, clenching and unclenching her fists, taking slow, deep breaths.]

She shouldn't have to work with someone who treats her like that. Not unless he makes an effort to change. And-

GAIA, has Donatello ever apologized?
Edited 2023-07-18 23:34 (UTC)
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Re: DAY 106

[personal profile] tryse 2023-07-19 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
[She can't change anything. She promised not to change anything. And she isn't Donatello, she isn't just going to write how she thinks Aloy should feel into her heart without permission.

She wants to rant and rave. This wasn't an argument, this was a demonstration. A humiliation. If he'd done this to anyone else, someone he actually cared about, no matter the provocation, he'd probably be coming back within that week with a gift. A box. A dagger. A new quiver. Instead, he'd left Aloy dangling again.

Tryse paces for a moment more. Mentally checks how much time has passed. She doesn't have the time to spare for this.
]

GAIA, I've... allowed myself to get sidetracked. Is there anything that I should be focusing on here that I'm not?
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Re: DAY 106

[personal profile] tryse 2023-07-20 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
[Tryse scrubs at her face. As Aloy would. Try to think like Aloy.

Try to calm down so you can think like Aloy.

You're such a failure, Tryse.

She takes a long, shuddering breath and gestures to condense all of the profile data. Shove it to a corner of her field of vision. First things first. First thing Aloy always does.

She taps her focus to ping her surroundings.
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Re: DAY 106

[personal profile] tryse 2023-07-20 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
...Nothing to climb?

[Well. That spear had drawn some attention earlier, hadn't it? Best to go inspect that, then. She approaches it and taps the icon.]
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Re: DAY 106

[personal profile] tryse 2023-07-20 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
[She watches silently. A god machine silenced. A world saved. And yet Aloy still couldn't be allowed to rest. Not even just being here. She thinks some day she'll make it home, and there's more fighting.

She wants to hold Aloy. This is all just. So unfair.
]

Seven years isn't long enough to establish a biome. The god-machine was mad.

[Gods. She's so tired. She reaches out, touches the spear. Rests her hand on it.

She should probably do something with it. Pull it out. Push it in further. But she'd said she wouldn't make any changes. She grips it firmly, knuckles going white, and closes her eyes, taking slow, deep breaths.
]

I feel so stupid sometimes. I ask for such a major hint and I'm still not sure if I'm doing the right thing.

[She lets go, takes a step back, then eyes the mementos. Time to start accessing their icons, one by one.]
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Re: Done

[personal profile] tryse 2023-07-21 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
[That's such a mixture of feelings, and they manage to distract, somewhat, from her rage. Sympathy. Pity.

Talanah's beautiful. What does being her Thrush entail? Obviously nothing romantic, she's certain of that. But still...

Rost. The Nora. She's beginning to why Aloy's shaped the way she is. Rost has done so much for Aloy, and yet Tryse wishes she could reach through time and throttle the man. It's always a mistake to think barbarians are stupid, but...

And flying-

She should cast a flight spell on Aloy. She'd like that.

She's reaching for the frog when she triggers the crocodile by mistake. And she pauses, staring at it warily. That was... She was in Aloy's heart.
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GAIA. Is this thing usually such a strong presence?
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Re: Done

[personal profile] tryse 2023-07-21 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[She shouldn't. She promised not to. Tryse turns her back and walks away.]

If you're not recognizing it as trauma, then it's probably a foreign element. Possibly introduced by Qhyone. Maybe when it became a taboo for her.

[She reaches the spear and gives it a firm tug, trying to pull it from HADES.]

There's only two I'll allow inside Aloy for such a long time. Claudine and myself. Airi can, in a less intimate fashion. But certainly no creation of the cult's.
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Re: Done

[personal profile] tryse 2023-07-22 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
[She closes her eyes for a moment.]

I was... I was using crude humor to vent frustration. Sorry.

[She strains, grunts, but... In this, it's less about physicality and more about mentality, isn't it? And mental strength, Tryse has in spades. If that matters here.

Still, it practically sends her sprawling when she manages to get the spear out. She huffs, picks up her beret, plops it back onto her head, and picks up the spear. She's ever really used one before, but how hard can it be? It's a staff with a pointy bit at one end.

She turns back to the shelves. Time to put down a plushie.
]
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Re: Done

[personal profile] tryse 2023-07-22 02:04 am (UTC)(link)
I'm still angry. And now there's this plush crocodile. I'd blown it off as a joke, and it seems to be... more.

I remember you, you little beast. You attacked me, too. Hwast cunte-draca.

[Yeah. Fuck it. She's stabbing the thing, or giving it the old college try at least.]
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Re: Done

[personal profile] tryse 2023-07-22 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
[She's... got no clue what to do with that ring of light, really. Tryse reaches out, pauses, and... tries slapping it?

That's how technology works, right? Aloy slapped the record player, after all. Not that it worked.
]
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Re: Done

[personal profile] tryse 2023-07-22 02:57 am (UTC)(link)
...

[Okay, but what if?

Her heart works on willpower and emotion. So did Claudine's. So can she just... Gather everything she has, focus it together, and slap it again? It's worth a shot. She spreads her legs, scowls in concentration, and raises her hand. Giving it a few seconds to focus, and for Aloy's heart to act however it's going to, she gives it a harder, firmer, more confident slap.
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